Today was not exactly smooth for me ... worked quite late ... wanted to take a taxi home but ended up taking bus cos from 10 pm to before 12 pm many taxi will suddenly be on call to nobody ( That's what I guess, I might be wrong :P )
Anyway got back home quite late, while I was resting in my room after my shower, my mum anxiously asked if I'm ok :) Well I'm ok :) just worked late :) I told her with a smile ... but from her face I know something might had happened ... she quickly told me that she broke one of my crystal while changing my bedsheet for me :) ... surprisingly my first reaction was to tell her not to worry ... Is not that I don't care for my babies but is that my mind are clearer now ( I used to get very attached to things and will have quite big reaction ) ... not so blur now ... and my instinct tell me that my mum is more important ... what had happened is the past ... there is no need to make someone (her in this case) feel bad about it :)
And this time I don't really feel very bad ... last time I would always try to "find" or "make up" a reason ... like is it that I have something wrong or etc etc ... but this time mind very clear ... I left it on the bed ( should have put it back after use ) and is just accident :)
.... I don't know how to explain, but I just feel different :) hehe ... maybe is due to growing up ( sound better than aging hehe ) ... or maybe becos the stone is not expensive ? or maybe I have yet to have too much feelings for it ...
Well I guess each contribute a bit lar ... but more important is my mind is clear and I know very well what is more important to me and that is my mum ... and I want my mum and all my love ones to happy :)
Although is not pleasant to break things ... and I'm very sure that when someone broke something he or she will sure feel bad ... but the people around should put in comfort and share and then let go of the negative feelings :)
Now I have 2 pieces of rose quartz .... hehe .. the thing is still the same just that it had taken a different form.
Mum I love you so please do not feel bad ... I want you to always be happy. ( The same goes to all my love ones :) )
And yes thank you my crystal friends for teaching me the value of love. Indeed rose quartz is a stone for love ... love all and be loved ... let the world be filled with love
Thanks Love ;) Thanks Divine :) Thanks mum :) Thanks all ... Thanks Thanks hehehe
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